I CANT SLEEP I CANT SLEEP I CANT SLEEP
i tell them i might sleep, but all this worrying causes me to wake in the middle of the night in a cold sweat, knotted stomach, over reacting about this miniscule event.
Someone help with inexperienced idiot...
i have to stop worrying, i needa get outta the house and distract myself from this, i have to put my fate in this person which for me is impossible due to being raised to trust no one...
i know i havnt had it as bad as everyone else, i know im pretty much just a nobody who shouldnt be selfish but wtf man, if there is a god...
why the hell did he make me into this emotional trainwreck of self pity?